My hope for 2017

January 1, 2017
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It’s New Year’s Eve 2016. I’m freshly showered, about to get ready to go out.

I’m sitting in my bathrobe when my son, Everest, notices a cut on my leg. First, he crouches down to examine it. Then he kisses it, because that’s how health and wellness works for 2-year-olds. Find the hurt, press lips to it, make it better.

A minute later he carries a pillow over, carefully places it on my leg and says, “Right here. Hold it right here.”

“Why?”

“So you won’t get hurt again,” he says.

It is a fragile thing, this love. Sometimes I don’t want to move for fear of crushing it.

I hold the pillow to my leg for a long time, afraid to let the moment go.  When I finally do, I tell my son that I’m all better, and it’s true. The cut is minimal, unremarkable. It will not leave a scar. But I want my child to know that what he did matters. I want him to know that tenderness has the capacity to heal. That his love is momentous even in its smallness.

Too often it feels like the world is whooshing past, like I’ve been plunged into a loud and rushing river, and this — this tangle of love — is the knotted rope that gives me something to hold on to. It’s pure and precious and good.

We are just a few hours into the new year now, and the future is too far away for any of us to see. It will certainly bring battles and wounds. Some of us will carry scars. Some will never heal.

My hope for 2017 is that as we move forward, we find ways to protect rather than inflict. That in the face of fear, confusion, blind panic, and downright evil, we move from arguments into action. That we find a pillow and apply it liberally.

 

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7 Comments

  • Reply Ward Fredericks January 1, 2017 at 7:55 AM

    Beautiful, Maggie. Thank you.

    • Reply Maggie January 3, 2017 at 7:57 AM

      Thank you, Ward. I appreciate you sharing this on FB too. Happy 2017!

  • Reply Teri Cortland January 2, 2017 at 1:44 PM

    Beautiful, thank you for sharing.

    • Reply Maggie January 3, 2017 at 7:57 AM

      Thank you. Happy 2017 to you!

  • Reply Raivenne January 3, 2017 at 6:26 AM

    Oh such a beautifully tender moment, lovingly captured. Your “That we find a pillow and apply it liberally.” closing line was perfect.

    • Reply Maggie January 3, 2017 at 7:56 AM

      Thank you! Part of the reason I wrote this was so I could keep this sweet moment forever. Happy 2017!

  • Reply Josalin Saffer January 3, 2017 at 12:58 PM

    This was so beautiful. Thank you.

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